I've been in Buenos Aires for more than months now and I can't seem to find myself in all of these. I'm in my own version of "Midnight in Paris" a much less romantic version, of course. I'm stuck in this country that believes to be modern but it isn't and I was suppose to fit perfectly since I'm a vintage lover, hopeless golden age thinker and denier of the XXI century but I don't. These people seem to be perfectly fine living in their non working system, full of trash, insects, rats on the streets and chaos and I'm just standing in the middle on the tornado looking around thinking... what's going on?!?!? I would seriously murder someone for a modern oven, a fast elevator, a modern cooking supplies or furniture that doesn't have (non matching) covers that seem to be hiding something that I don't really wanna know what it is.
I've been sitting in front of the computer trying to figure out how I'm gonna do to re invent myself in order to live here the, at least, 2 years that I have to. How am I gonna make it to feel like home here... I don't know what to do, I'm in one of those moments where your brain is in stand by, completely shut down because I can't seem to move forward but I can't go back now... I'm already out of my "parents" house, there's no way back in there...
My brain, my brain, my brain....
Hola :) leí tu post anterior y este...y créeme que te entiendo completamente. Supongo que esa materia es diseño, esa materia me consume todo el tiempo....
ReplyDeleteY con respecto a la gente pienso lo mismo jajaja al menos en la U es difícil encontrar gente más tranqui, sobran más las chicas ricas con poquito cerebro, pero como consejo creo que es mejor acercarse a los extranjeros..
Cuídate y dale que tu puedes :)